Chapter 8: Vacation! Part 2

If It Doesn't Kill Us It Makes Us Stronger

Chapter 8:  Vacation! Part 2

The next day Jasmine and Robyn both ignored me, leaving me confused.  I expected Robyn to do this, but why would Jasmine be upset?

It all made sense when Jasmine started yelling at me.  "How could you do that?  Was I just Robyn's replacement?"  She was furious and her screaming woke up all the other students, I cringed.  I felt horrible, I never thought that I was trying to replace Robyn, but I guess I was. "Um, Jasmine..." was all I could manage to stammer.  She was right.

"That's what I thought." Jasmine choked through tears.  "Logan, we are through, don't ever talk to me again."  Then, she walked away, leaving me to feel disgusted with myself.

I went for a walk around  the island to clear my head.  That's when a girl caught my attention.

For some reason she really interested me and we started talking.  She introduced herself as Rayven, a native of the island.  I mentioned I was a visitor and after that, broke down and told her everything.   From when I first met Robyn to when Jasmine just broke up with me.

Rayven tried to sympathize with me and make me feel better.  Then, she said, "Logan, why don't you come to my house so we can talk a bit more...privately?"  Their was a suggestive tone in her voice, but I didn't quite understand at the time.

I wasn't in my right state of mind.  If I was then I wouldn't have allowed it.  "You're leaving tomorrow right?" she asked.  I simply nodded.  "Then why don't we have some 'no strings attached' fun?"  I finally snap back into reality and spoke.  "But Rayven.."  She doesn't allow it though.  Well, one thing led to another and all I remember is waking up in bed next to a half naked Rayven.  

Hi, long time no type huh?  Sorry for that it's just I've been writing a lot, and trying to transform this sim story into a sim series!  Long process though, especially if I want it to be a voice over series...anyway, hope you're all doing great!

Chapter 7: Vacation! Part 1

If It Doesn't Kill Us It Makes Us Stronger

Chapter 7: Vacation! Part 1

When I woke up the next day to check up on Robyn, I realized that she had already left.  I hoped that I could talk to her and apologize for being so rude and insensitive last night.

When I arrived to school later the teacher announced that the class would be going on a trip to Mariners Reach!  I, and the rest of the class was extremely excited, after the past few months I could really use some time to clear my head.

The next couple of days were a blur, all I remember is when I arrived at the beach house and how huge it was.

It seemed that Robyn was doing fine, her and Issac were still happily dating.  Was it really that simple to just forgive a guy for raping you?  Was Robyn really completely fine, or was she just acting fine?

I tried not to let Jasmine notice how distraught I was over this whole "Robyn" thing.  I always tried to act happy in front of her.  Actually, I was angry, how could Issac just take advantage of Robyn like that?  And how could Robyn just allow him too, how can she be crying one moment and perfectly fine the next?

That night I just couldn't get to sleep, I kept thinking about Robyn.  Then, I realized, I didn't just like Robyn, I was in love with her.  I had to tell her, it didn't matter if she doesn't accept me, but I'll regret it even more if I don't.

I walked around outside for a while, searching for Robyn.  I finally found her, at a restaurant near the beach, reading.  Robyn looked beautiful there in the dim light.  I could feel my heart beating rapidly and I became even more nervous but I still walked up to her, this needed to be said.

At that moment my entire mind went blank, I almost forgot what I even came there to do!  I decided that the only thing I could do was to show my emotions with actions so I grabbed Robyn out of the chair and began kissing her.

For the first couple of seconds Robyn didn't do anything, she just let me kiss her but then she pulled away with a sad look on her face.  Before she could say anything I said, "I've loved you since we were five years old."  I should have known from her expression what she was about to say.

Robyn looked at me and sighed.  "Look Logan, you were an amazing friend, but recently you've began to change.  I'm not sure I like the 'new' Logan."  Then, she began to walk away.

At first, I was in shock, how did I change, what did I do?  I couldn't help it, all of my pent up anger had to be released, and had to be released right then.  "And you haven't changed?"  I yelled back at Robyn.  "You, as soon as you meet me again after years you go off to date my best friend and then ignore me, but then when you have an issue I'm the first person you run to?" 

I didn't mean to yell at Robyn.  This was meant to be a pleasant confession, how'd it turn into an argument?  I continued to scream at Robyn, "And if that wasn't bad enough, you act like nothing happened, you act like Issac didn't just rape you!  What's so good about that bastard? What's SO wrong with me that you'd choose a horrible guy over your best friend?"  Robyn didn't respond, she just walked away from me.  I regret many things that happened that night, things that can't be reversed, one being that Jasmine had just witnessed the entire scene.

Hi all! Posted another chapter, except it has a cliffhanger, so it's only a part 1.  ;)  Leave me a comment about the chapter, they make my day! Also, Mariners Reach was created by Johnnywr on the sims 3 website, thank you for the wonderful island! 

Chapter 6: There is No Love

If It Doesn't Kill Us It Makes Us Stronger

Chapter 6: There is No Love

Confusion.  Curiosity.  Disbelief.  I felt all of these emotions at once when I checked the caller ID on my cell phone and saw Robyn's name.  What did she want?  Was she going to break my heart all over again?  If she does, I'm not sure if I'll be able to get over it this time...

When I answered the phone all I heard was Robyn crying and panicking.  I could barely understand what she was saying but I managed to hear the words:  Issac-rape-help-hurry-get me.  As soon as I heard the words "Issac" and "rape" I was in my car and speeding towards Issac's house.

When I got there I saw Robyn standing outside in her underwear arguing with Issac.  Robyn saw me and ran towards my car.  On the ride home Robyn and I remained silent.  I was furious at Issac, but I was pretty upset with Robyn too.  Why couldn't Robyn have liked me, have loved me?  What's so good about Issac anyway?  I wouldn't have done this to her.  I wouldn't have been so cruel.

Once we reached my house I told Robyn that she could stay with me for a couple of days if she needed to, just until she felt better and at ease.  Robyn looked at me sad, almost apologetic and with pleading eyes.  She asked me, "Why would Issac do that?  Why doesn't he love me like I love him?"

I really wanted to yell at Robyn, "That's what happens when you choose a guy you barely even know over me, a childhood friend! Someone you can trust!"  But, I managed not to say anything.  I walked away towards my room and left Robyn there in the hall.  I knew that Robyn needed someone to talk to, that she was in a very emotional state right now, but I was selfish, I couldn't deal with drama life that...at least not yet.

Well hi! Long time no posts, sorry about that, I really am! Tell me, how did you like the short chapter.  (Don't worry the next will be longer with better pictures)